Start weight: 243
Jean size: 18/20
Blouse size: 3x
Current weight: 148 +\-
Jean size: 6
Blouse: medium
Size 6. Last time I wore a size 6 was the 7th grade, probably the summer before. I had no idea I would be able to get this small. Hell, I never thought I’d lose more than 30 pounds. The last dozen years or so I’ve hovered around 200 and it was normal for me. Size 16, give, never really take, but I had gotten used to being that heavy at 5’3. What am I supposed to do now that I’m smaller than my 11 year old self?
I still look down at myself and feel big. Not that I have an eating disorder or anything – I’m eating normally and work out 5 times a week which might be excessive but it’s relaxing as well. I still look at black draping clothes first and don’t look at myself and think small. Years of conditioning I guess. I still trip out when my neighbor laughs and says “Roz, you’re small.”
0_o
And the weirdest thing? My inner thighs don’t touch. I noticed it yesterday and told mike. He said he noticed that morning, too. Being thinner is weird. But I’m enjoying the hell out of it, hehe.