Starting weight: 242
Currently weight 214
So yeah, wild huh? That’s almost 30lbs in 2 weeks. That is the weirdest thing ever to me. I thought 30 in maybe a month, but in 2 weeks? God I’m going to sag! =/
In any other news, I’m about to eat my arm off. It’s not that I’m hungry, I’m kind of not, but I think psychologically I see food I can’t have but would have had if not the surgery. Like Golden Corral and their damn ‘The Land of &’! F9ckers. Or Red Lobster. F9ck…ers. Or Popeye and their chicken nuggest and potato wrap. I’d eat the paper if I could, I’m not kidding. However, I have not cheated. The threat of death has taken care of that and strengthen my resolve, but it doesn’t make it any easier.
I’m into my second week of Full Liquids and started walking at the gym while David is at preschool. I did 15 minutes on the treadmill and thought I was going to die of exhaustion when I got to the car. Had to sit there for a few minutes before going and picking up ground beef for the kid’s Sloppy Joes tonight. Why do they put meat all the way on the other f9cking side of the store??? Then I drove home and just sat in the driveway, trying not to pass out. I’m exhausted. Still exhausted and it was like almost 2 hours ago. I think I’ll make David take a nap with me when he gets home.
Full liquid diet is disgusting, I’m tired of eating liquids. Too sweet and I wake up with an upset stomach. I don’t know, I know it gets better, I’m just looking forward to when that’ll be because I am growing impatient =/